feeling blue

My heart break with each passing day
Do you hear me when I pray?

My silent tears flow every night
Why my Lord must I face this fight

I grow weak with each passing day
The man I was wants to come out to play

I fear who I was yet can't shake this feeling
The pain from all this has sent me reeling

As I lay trying to sleep
I pray so hard my soul you'll keep

Is it wrong to ask for it to end?
After all I want to finally meet my greatest friend

Lifes has become so confusing
These trials it seems have left an eternal bruising

I know one day I'll be given my wish
To be rejoined with my Bubba and  Dela Fish

Until then Lord I cry to you
Why am I ashamed to feel so blue

Grant me your strength for one more day
Its all I'll ask, and all I'll pray